17th Day-Confessions

I want to confess more so for myself and holding myself accountable.

Yesterday I had a HUGE mole removed from my face. I went to the store to pick up birthday cake for work. We celebrate everyone with a cake. I ordered Chinese-lo main, orange chicken, sesame chicken and 1 ragoon from the deli-it's so delicious. I had that for lunch AND cake. Then rushed the girls out to my moms and came home to DH making chicken tenders and tots. I counted my portions out, ate only that.

It was a very bad food day. And I didn't walk either. So tough day and my real 1st cheat day since I started back working on my health, 20 days in. I did log it all the best I could on MFP and now I am moving on.

This morning I got up, took the Supreme, measured out my shakes, packed my shaker, my healthy snacks and my workout clothes. Forgot my damn ear buds AGAIN! I may have to head home to get them before I walk. I need to hear something to keep me moving. I am going to cleanse on Sunday and Monday. And I will be opening 2 new canisters of shake mix tomorrow as well. Kinda exciting. I need to figure out if I want to order more or not. So far I really do like the program and how detailed it is. It really is helping me count and keep accountable and honest with myself.

Lunch through me off today. I had a important meeting and was left very unprepared. I had a small house salad and a turkey flatbread sandwich with no mayo. I did have pie, the pie always gets me. However I feel confidant that I will be walking tonight and I am not going to go falling off the wagon and watch it run off without me. I will have success. If I can lose a total of 15 pounds in a month, I will figure it was well worth the money.